FEAR

fear
/ˈfir/

noun
noun: fear; plural noun: fears

-an unpleasant emotion caused by the belief that someone or something is dangerous, likely to cause pain, or a threat.

synonyms: terror, fright, fearfulness, horror, alarm, panic, agitation, trepidation, dread, consternation, dismay, distress

 

verb
2. be afraid of (someone or something) as likely to be dangerous,  painful, or threatening.

synonyms: be afraid of, be fearful of, be scared of, be apprehensive of, dread, live in fear of, be terrified of;


 

When I looked at the meaning. I asked myself “Why was I afraid of my dream or reaching success”. Continue to read to find my answer. I have found through my journey that those 4 letters, that 1 WORD is very powerful. It will hold you back from reaching your full potential in life. I have been sitting on this idea for almost five years now. This year something in me changed. I had to do a lot of self prep; from changing my thought patterns, surroundings, everything was a complete 180. I had to get focused. So yes, I had to cut a lot of people away. NEGATIVITY/JEALOUSY is around, even when we can’t see it. I started to realize that my words have meaning. Whatever I say or speak over my life is what it will be. The one question I would ask my self daily was ” If you don’t do it or make it happen, it won’t get done”. That was motivation to me.

I would start, then stop. Did this process for years. I had my drawings on paper and I would look at that paper and say “man, I wish I could bring this to life. I know I have winning ideas”. I would do tons of research on starting a business, talk to people about starting a business, contacted a lawyer about setting up a LLC, doing more research on setting up a LLC as a one man show. It was draining because I could not process all the information coming to me at once. Until one day I was like forget this, so what if I don’t know this or that. I’ve done the research but now lets put the work in. Time for action. Lets go! That was my starting point. I haven’t looked back since. I see the results so that’s more motivation to let me know I’m on track and most importanly I decided to trust God and go for it!

I took FEAR out of my life. There is n

Now that I look back this process of becoming a women, a better mother, a business owner and better person in general was all timing. What I mean by timing is building who you see before you today. Putting in the work, making progress, learning lessons along the way. All of these events in my life was preparing me for my many blessings so that when it was time for them to come, I would not only be able to handle them but I would also be prepared for them.

My answer: TIMING

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